The yarnening

OK, so I cracked. Just after declaring I wasn’t going to buy more yarn, I did. I’d been planning on getting the yarn for a couple months, and after a stressful few days, I broke down and bought it. In spirit, it was like checking items off a list: the Rowan “Tapestry” to make a gift, and the other yarn because it was almost exactly what I’d pictured for a project I’ve had in the works forever. There was no true recreational shopping. So why do I feel like I broke?